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mystikfaerie @ 2006-05-29T11:07:00

2006-05-29T14:08:36Z

I'd forgotten about this journal...wow...Hi everyone out in Journal-land! *hugs to all*

Stolen from SPIFFYKITTY for your amusement ::GIGGLES::

2004-10-22T01:38:30Z

((*My responses are in parenthesis*))

This was a message posted in fliers passed around a church...

If Your Child is a Gothic, Reform Through the Lord!
Listed below are some warning signs to indicate if your
child may have gone astray from the Lord.

Gothic (or goth) is a very obscure and often dangerous
culture that young teenagers are prone to participating in. The gothic culture leads young, susceptible minds into an imagined world of evil,darkness, and violence. Please seek immediate attention through counselling, prayer,
and parental guidance to rid your child of Satan's temptations if five or more of the following are applicable to your child:

-Frequently wears black clothing. (*Ponders* wow...come to mention it...I DO have lots of goth clothing)

-Wears band and/or rock t-shirts. (right...music is the key to all hell)

-Wears excessive black eye makeup, lipstick or nailpolish.

-Wears any odd, silver jewelry or symbols. Some of these include:
reversed crosses, pentagrams, pentacles, ankhs or various
other Satanic worshipping symbols. (HEY- I LIKE SILVER WICCAN SYMBOLS! bite me biatch)

-Shows an interest in piercings or tattoos. (...oooo body art ::Droool:: )

-Listens to gothic or any other anti-social genres of
music. *Marilyn Manson claims to be the anti-Christ, and publicly speaks
against the Lord. Please discard any such albums IMMEDIATELY.*

-Associates with other people that dress, act or speak
eccentrically. (damn the foreigners?)

-Shows a declining interest in wholesome activities, such
as: the Bible, prayer, church or sports. (Excuse me... the last church event I went to, the preacher's son stole my wallet.)

-Shows an increasing interest in death, vampires, magic,
the occult, witchcraft or anything else that involves Satan.

-Takes drugs. (*Grins evilly*)

-Drinks alcohol (whoops...going to hell...)

-Is suicidal and/or depressed. (like 80% of americans?)

-Cuts, burns or partakes in any other method of self-mutilation. -This is a Satanic ritual that uses pain to detract from the light of God and
His love. Please seek immediate attention for this at your local mental health center-

-Complains of boredom. (please...masses enough are the sole reason for people "getting sick" on sundays)

-Sleeps too excessively or too little. (Work...work...school...work...*CRASH AND BURN!*)

-Is excessively awake during the night. (its called insomnia???)

-Dislikes sunlight or any other form of light.- This pertains to
vampires promoting the idea that His light is of no use.- (Or people like me who despise getting sunburns?)

-Demands an unusual amount of privacy. (doesn't everybody?)

-Spends large amounts of time alone. (that just makes them a loner)

-Requests time alone and quietness. -This is so that your child may speak to evil sprits.-

-Insists on spending time with friends while unaccompanied by an adult. (Because adults are downers...)

-Disregards authority figures; teachers, priests, nuns and
elders are but a few examples of this.

-Misbehaves at school.

-Misbehaves at home.

-Eats excessively or too little.

-Eats goth-related foods. Count Dracula cereal is an example of this. (Um, I BELIEVE it's called "Count CHOCULA!"---stolen from Kristi---right...so if your kid wants some count chocula...they are satanic? what the fuck dude)

-Drinks blood or expresses an interest in drinking blood.
-Vampires believe this is how to attain Satan. This act is very dangerous and should be stopped immediately.-

-Watches cable television or any other corrupted media sources. -Ask your local church for proper programs that your child may watch.- (CABLE IS THE COMMUNICATION OF THE DEMONS!!! FEAR FOR YOUR VERY LIFE- you idiot.)

-Plays videos games that contains violence or role-playing nature.

-Uses the internet excessively and frequently makes time for the computer.(but i've got a lot to do! lots of friends to talk to...lots of RPing to do...I MEAN- lots of holy discussions as an elf...)

-Makes Satanic symbols and/or violently shakes head to music. (head banging is satanic??? wow...Evanesence concerts are sin-meetings then...)

-Dances to music in a provocative manner.

-Is homosexual and/or bisexual. (wow...my mom was right...being a lesbian IS TOTALLY a satanic past time...::shrug:: oh well.)

-Pursues dangerous cult religions. Such include: Satanism, Scientology, Philosophy, Paganism, Wicca, Hinduism and Buddhism. (PHILOSOPHY!? yet these are the same people that want us to see therapists that quote such philosophers?! merde...)

-Wears pins, stickers or anything else that contains these various phrases: "I'm so gothic, I'm dead", "woe is me", "I'm a goth". "I'm so gothic, I'm dusty." "I'm so gothic, I can BLEED on command."
(...someone has some gothy issues...)

-Claims to be a goth.

If five or more of these apply to your child, please intervene immediately. The gothic culture is dangerous and Satan thrives within it. If any of these problems persist, enlist your child into your local mental health center.

...or, if you actually take this flier SERIOUSLY, please enlist YOURSELF into your local mental health center.
Thank you

mystikfaerie @ 2004-09-29T14:59:00

2004-09-29T19:00:04Z

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
mystikfaerie goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Punk-rock Faerie.
corruptinnocent gives you 17 dark blue apple-flavoured gummy bats.
darkcrispy gives you 10 yellow licorice-flavoured gummy fruits.
inannamaiya tricks you! You lose 1 pieces of candy!
indigofae gives you 19 blue grape-flavoured gummies.
lovemassacre gives you 3 dark green peach-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.
neoqueenmagenta tricks you! You get a dead frog.
rachaei78 tricks you! You lose 45 pieces of candy!
rainywednesday gives you 10 light green cherry-flavoured pieces of taffy.
randomdropsy gives you 4 blue strawberry-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.
rosegoddess84 gives you 10 green spearmint-flavoured gummy fruits.
mystikfaerie ends up with 27 pieces of candy, and a dead frog.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

wow...thanks ada...you...really...shouldn't have...

mystikfaerie @ 2004-08-20T21:36:00

2004-08-21T01:36:44Z

I just wanted to let everyone know that I'm alright. Charlie hit here pretty hard- I'm on Goldenrod- one of the WORST hit places in Orange county....not only did we have the hurricane blow through, but we also had 5 tornados touch down around us.

Saturday Morning I was unable to call into work OR leave to go to work because there was a giant oak tree blocking my apartment complex's ONLY entrance...then we realized that the cops on either end of our entrance had blocked off GOldenrod (my street) COMPLETELY from leaving, coming OR going...so we were stuck...

Luckily they let us leave later, and since we had NO power, we had to find a place to stay. A friend of mine offered to take me and my kitties in, so that was pleasant. We finally got our power back Tuesday night, so needless to say, we're back home and kicking.

we still have powerlines down, awnings of gas stations (From across the street) in our complex and fallen lamp posts hanging around, but we weren't hurt, so that's always a plus.

The gas station near my house also got hit pretty bad---the gas pumps were lying on their sides... !_! we were scarededed...

Just thought I'd give you a heads up :-D

Update

2004-08-07T23:27:15Z

*Two year olds are officially smarter than most people.

*I sold the ring---only got 150$ for it- but hey- at least someone wanted it...

*i have an audition for a show tomorrow that I am OH so not prepared for...

*I still work at Universal.

Thus ends your happy update.

an update!

2004-08-01T21:31:54Z

Things here are alright.

I auditioned for Romeo and Juliet tonight...and with my experience with Shakespeare, it would be a SHAME not to be cast...its a paid show (i'd get $350)...so that would rock...

other than that- i'm still lying low...trying not to get close to people. it seems whenever I let people get too close- they seem to get hurt...even if all I say to them is "Hi" "Bye"...they still seem to get hurt. I don't get it, nor will I ever...

so I'm pretty much keeping to myself.

Still trying to sell that damn ring on ebay...nobody wants it.

grrrrrrrrr.

an important update

2004-07-25T18:34:57Z

Hi there--- I'm currently selling something on ebay (a bit expensive, I will admit) and if any of you are interested- PLEASE BID- all proceeds to the "sell the ex-fiancee's ring" plot will go to the "Tracy and Heather: commitment rings" fund...yay! happy times...

Ebay item # is 4914293352

mystikfaerie @ 2004-07-25T13:14:00

2004-07-25T17:14:55Z

I am flower named mystikfaerie !

I consist of my friends!

Are you flower too?

mystikfaerie @ 2004-07-25T11:03:00

2004-07-25T15:05:36Z

Hi there- Its Jynx. Yeah- I'm thinking about taking a leave of absence again from this journal...some people are really pissing me off, and I really just don't need that drama anymore. I really don't. So- i'm disappearing to my other journal where HOPEFULLY i'll be treated with respect and so I don't have to deal with bullshit. If I give you my addy- then we're square...if not- don't take offense- its nothing personal...I just don't WANT a lot of people knowing where my new journal is...

and you know? I may post in here periodically..like quizzes and stuff...or announcements and what-have-you...

but i'm making it easier for a lot of you to forget that i've ever existed.

peace out.

mystikfaerie @ 2004-07-23T20:57:00

2004-07-24T00:57:12Z

mystikfaerie @ 2004-07-18T10:43:00

2004-07-18T14:43:40Z

wow...I had such good dreams last night...they made me grin stupidly :-D

mystikfaerie @ 2004-07-15T19:13:00

2004-07-15T23:13:32Z

so...lemme get this straight...

stephy is my partner in crime...
nene is my warrior...how fitting...
gypsy is a talking animal...a mousie, I think?
Kristi is my archenemy? nawwww...there's been a mistake...
TEEHEE! corrupt is pure evil...that's funny...teehee

mystikfaerie @ 2004-07-14T12:51:00

2004-07-14T17:02:08Z

Hi guys- sorry I really haven't had much motivation to write...I guess waiting for my spaghetti-o's to cool is about as much incentive as any.

Things here are going okay...to pretty much everyone I know's surprise, I was not cast in the Rocky show at theatre downtown..I will have to admit, I was pretty shocked because I've never been turned down for ANY role there...I've been doing theatre there since I was 7 years old... oh well- it was bound to happen, I guess.

I've taken to immersing myself in work as I really don't have that many true friends that I can actually talk to anymore. Sure there are people that I consider friends...but I would never tell them that much going on in my life...and then there are the people that I talk to every so often...or not at all...I don't really consider anyone a "best friend" right now..perhaps its just hormones talking?

I turned in my benefits paperwork the other day, after staying in there about 30 minutes so the nice lady behind the counter could make sense of the mumbo-jumbo for me...yeah- it was pretty nice to not have to go to my parents for help...it doesn't make me feel quite as stupid. so, 15.65 cents out of my paycheck gets me health, vision, dental, life insurance, death and dismemberment...I guess that's pretty good.

I hurt my knee the other day doing spongebob and had to be taken out of character for the day...so I spent the rest of the day (after health services released me with ibuprofen and a wrap) working in the office doing menial tasks like cutting out grids and organizing things.

I'm fine, really- it was just a sprain and my knee doesn't even hurt anymore...which i'm glad for.

I've also taken to reading "Wicked". It's a pretty good book, and its helping me understand my character for the broadway song that a friend of mine and I are putting together. This is NOT a child's book, though...I have never heard Ozians use such horrid language before...but since I also curse like a sailor, I find it absolutely amusing. Its a pretty good book, and I actually like Elphaba: the wicked witch of the west...although I have yet to actually see her do anything evil.

I guess that's pretty much it...I'm spending most of my day today organizing things and cleaning up around the house...yay. more work. fun. joy. rapture.

mystikfaerie @ 2004-07-10T18:16:00

2004-07-10T22:16:28Z

W00T!!!! had a crush on him as a kid...rock on!

Based on the lj interests lists of those who share my more unusual interests, the interests suggestion meme thinks I might be interested in
1. movies score: 12
2. sex score: 12
3. writing score: 11
4. swimming score: 9
5. sarcasm score: 9
6. sleeping score: 8
7. tattoos score: 8
8. computers score: 7
9. the cure score: 7
10. sleep score: 6
11. glitter score: 6
12. corsets score: 6
13. guys score: 6
14. homestar runner score: 6
15. lord of the rings score: 6
16. cheese score: 6
17. painting score: 6
18. snow score: 6
19. orlando score: 6
20. rocky horror score: 6

coded by ixwin
Find out more

mystikfaerie @ 2004-07-09T22:24:00

2004-07-10T02:29:14Z

ugh...I should've just called in this morning...there was so much drama...so much bullshit...

just so much for me to deal with...just so much.

work people

friends...

supposed friends...

work people...

guests...

just everything today equalled into one giant annoyance...I cried so many times today that I lost count.

But you know what? I'm better now..and that's all that matters.

JOINING THE PHENOMENON
(x) - I've done..
(_) - I haven't done..

(X) been drunk
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
(X) crashed a friend's car
(X) been to Japan
(X) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
(x) had sex
(x) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
(_) been fired
(_) been in a fist-fight
( ) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) ever had a crush, on someone of the same sex
(x) ever dated someone of the same sex
(X) had feelings for someone, who didn't have them back
(_) been arrested
(X) made out with a stranger
(_) stole something from my job
(_) celebrated New Year's, in Times Square
(_) gone on a blind date
(X) lied to a friend
(X) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated Mardi-Gras, in New Orleans
(_) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
(_) slept with a co-worker
(X) cut myself on purpose
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(_) seen someone die
(_) been to Africa
(x) had a crush on one of my Live Journal friends
(X) slapped someone I loved
( ) driven over 400 miles, to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(_) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
(X) seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) thrown up in a bar
(X) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(X) eaten sushi
(_) been snowboarding
(x) met someone, in-person, from the internet
(_) been moshing, at a concert
(x) had real feelings, for someone you knew only online
(x) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself
(X) been in an abusive relationship
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(X) gone to college
(_) graduated college

mystikfaerie @ 2004-07-07T20:56:00

2004-07-08T01:02:53Z

hey. just for the record...if any of you guys find anything I say or do offensive or "INSENSITIVE" in any way, and then when I confront you about it try to give me some bullshit excuse why you won't tell me what I did wrong, I WILL promptly click off of our conversation.

Really...I don't like drama-trauma people, nor will I tolerate it. If you're not going to tell me what I fucking did wrong, don't post that you're upset with me in any way on LJ...AND LEAST of all- don't get pissed off at ME when you're the one that doesn't make any sense. KAY?

"oh, its not you, its me...besides you're not supposed to protect me, so don't care...you didn't think about ME when you did your actions, but I'm not going to tell you what those actions were..but you didn't do anything wrong" GRrrr...JUST DON'T FRIGGING GIVE ME THAT BULLSHIT!If I didn't do anything wrong, then you wouldn't be fucking upset with me.

So...whatever. I'm done...

BUT--- if you're mad at me- then fucking TELL me WHY and WHAT I did so I can make sure to NEVER do it again...i'm tired of these games.

mystikfaerie @ 2004-07-07T18:59:00

2004-07-07T23:03:15Z

I'm really not that good right now. I finally got confirmation that a friend of mine is ignoring me just so they don't hurt me...I guess it wouldn't've come as such a slap in the face if it had come from this person THEMSELVES...and not a third source...

I don't want to make ANYONE cry..least of not one of the most cherished friends I have...

my heart is bleeding right now, it feels...and I wish that there was soemthing I can do...I don't even think right now if I were to send an e-mail that it would even get a response..wanna know why? Because I didn't get a response before...why should it be any different now? After sending a "What the heck is going on" letter..you'd THINK you'd get a response... i just..don't know what to think...I hurt really bad right now...

in other news- to get my mind off of things...
I'm getting back into choreography. A friend of mine and I are planning on doing this number next year for my work's awards ceremony...I think it would be cute- its from the show "Wicked"...it is awesome as hell.

GALINDA
(spoken) Dearest darlingest Momsie and Popsical:

ELPHABA
(spoken) My dear Father:

BOTHThere's been some confusion
Over rooming here at Shiz:

ELPHABA
But of course, I'll care for Nessa:

GLINDA
But of course, I'll rise above it:

BOTH
For I know that's how you'd want me to respond
Yes, there's been some confusion
For you see, my room-mate is:

GALINDA
Unusually and exceedingly peculiar
And altogether quite impossible to describe:

ELPHABA
Blonde.

GALINDA
What is this feeling?
So sudden and new?

ELPHABAI felt it the moment
I laid eyes on you:

GALINDA
My pulse is rushing:

ELPHABA
My head is reeling:

GALINDA
My face is flushing:

BOTH
What is this feeling?
Fervid as a flame,
Does it have a name?
Yes!:Loathing
Unadulterated loathing

GALINDA
For your face

ELPHABA
Your voice

GALINDA
Your clothing

BOTHLet's just say - I loathe it all
Ev'ry little trait, however small
Makes my very flesh begin to crawl
With simple utter loathing
There's a strange exhilaration
In such total detestation
It's so pure and strong!
Though I do admit it came on fast
Still I do believe that it can last
And I will be loathing
Loathing you
My whole life long!

STUDENTS
Dear Galinda, you are just too good
How do you stand it? I don't think I could!
She's a terror! She's a Tartar!
We don't mean to show a bias,
But Galinda, you're a martyr!

GALINDA
Well: these things are sent to try us!

STUDENTS
Poor Galinda, forced to reside
With someone so disgusticified
We all just want to tell you:
We're all on your side!
We share your:

GALINDA AND ELPHABA STUDENTS
What is this feeling Loathing
So sudden and new? Unadulterated loathing
I felt the moment For her face, her voice
I laid eyes on you Her clothing
My pulse is rushing Let's just say:
My head is reeling We loathe it all!
Oh, what is this feeling? Ev'ry little trait
Does it have a name? Makes our very flesh
Yes: Begin to crawl:.
Ahhh: Ahhh:

ALL
Loathing!

GALINDA AND ELPHABA ALL
There's a strange exhilaration Loathing
In such total detestation Loathing
So pure, so strong Loathing

STUDENTS
So strong!

GALINDA AND ELPHABA
Though I do admit it came on fast
Still I do believe that it can last ALL
And I will be loathing Loathing
For forever loathing Loathing
Truly deeply loathing Loathing you
My whole Loathing
Life long! Unadulterated loathing

ELPHABA
Boo!

mystikfaerie @ 2004-07-05T00:19:00

2004-07-05T04:19:31Z

ugh...my brain hurts... >_< make it stop, make it stop...

Halloween Horror Nights info

2004-07-04T12:38:13Z

Hi there--- for those of you that work for Universal and want to audition for Halloween Horror Nights, here's the info :-D

You must have 7 attendance credits and a signed interview transfer request form :-D

Parade/houses/streets- Tuesday July 6 at 6:00pm... (If you can't make this audition, there will be auditions every tuesday from July 13-oct 5th. EXCEPT for august 31)

You have to be available every night of the event AND you have to be available for all rehearsals.

days of Horror nights are:
Sept- 29
Oct- 1, 2, 8, 9, 10, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 21, 22, 23, 24, 28, 29, 30 & 31

hope that helps!

mystikfaerie @ 2004-07-01T20:42:00

2004-07-02T00:51:39Z

I'm alright. I'm thinking a lot lately- I blame the menstrual cycle...but perhaps that's just me.

I miss my friends...

I don't like being forgotten...

I don't like being ignored...

I don't like being ignored and not knowing why...

But I'm not the boss of anyone...they don't HAVE to tell me anything, and I guess I'm okay with that. Your life is your life, your dreams are your dreams and damnit- hold onto that...all you want. That doesn't mean that I'm not going to care...but maybe it'll make you feel better...

Found a tattoo that I really want- its of an old-fashioned style heart with a spiffy keyhole in it. I figured that I had a poem entitled "Unlock my heart"...might as well have a visual as well.

I'm getting it...soon...

probably after I learn about casting for the rocky show...

I'm not really expecting anything, as much as it hurts to say that...because I don't know who he's already promised the roles to, or how he's casting...its anyone's game at this point.

OH, I guess happy times for me...I got full time at work. That means that I can get a doctor and a dentist and whatnot...I can get surgeries that I need to have done and maybe I can stop feeling like crap all the time...maybe I can go to a chiropractor...get my teeth cleaned...bleached and gods know what else...

but yay--- and you know what? I should be a lot happier about it.

I guess the thrill will hit me in a couple of days.

and please...no more sympathy...as much as I love you guys, responding to everything with "you're so smart...things will get better" Is not what i'm looking for in this journal...I'm not someone who craves sympathy...please stop giving it to me...its making me not want to write, if that makes any sense.
which it probably doesn't...

so now i'm probably going to be labelled a bitch...

but you know what? I got full time...and so BOO-YAH- IN YOUR FREAKIN' FACE!

PS- there was a kid that made me cry today...he was about 2 years old...and he didn't have hands...only bandaged nubs...and he was so scared of us he was flailing his nubs at his guardians... "sniffle" the poor thing...how would it be to grow up without hands...

think on that...

it would suck... :(

yay Livvie!

2004-06-30T13:38:33Z

My Best Friend is solarflare78

Our 35 common interests are: 80's music, angels, art, astrology, care bears, cats, clubbing, coffee, dancing, dragons, dreaming, fantasy, ghosts, henna, love, magick, music, musicals, mythology, paganism, photography, poetry, rain, reading, renaissance, romance, sailor moon, sca, singing, sushi, theatre, thrift stores, universal studios, vampires, wicca

Who is your best friend?

Created by macoto

More detailed audition stuff!

2004-06-30T13:32:39Z

Alright...MONDAY NIGHT

Monday night, my friend Katrina (KAT from the Rocky cast...WAY long time ago..you new peeps wouldn't know her...but Dark Refrain people would) from work picked me up and we went to the audition. We blared Rocky horror the entire way there :-D (I Think the toll lady thought that we were crazy...not to mention we were both dressed pretty skimpily) (Teehee)

when we get there, Katrina goes in, kicks all amounts of ass (OF COURSE) and then she reads..

a little while later, I got to go in..YAY! FINALLY!

So I go in, and there's John DiDonna!!! (I knew him when theatre downtown first opened...he cast my mother in a lot of shows and played opposite my mother in a few things- so he remembers me as some 7 year old, i'm sure LoL )

And there's seth! yaaaaay seth! (He's never heard me sing either...so here we go!)

I sang "I won't say I'm in love" from Hercules, and totally rocked that audition room...John and Seth both said "wow...that was awesome...thanks!"

then they had me read for Janet...it was SO hard trying not to go Susan Sarandon on them lol

there was a part that Janet goes off about how Frank's kisses are so sweet and how she had to have them...so I kinda played it off like frank was a drug..and Janet was going through withdrawels...so I shook my hands and got a crazy look in my eye...

and apparantly I was a little over the top for words because Seth called me "Aileen Wuernos" ...you know...the serial killer? but hey- he said I still kicked major ass..

so we sat around and shot- the shit for a little bit, then he had to continue on with auditions...but he asked me to come back for a dance callback...YAY! next step!

SUNDAY was fun...we showed up and a couple people from Rich weirdoes were there. NO problem on my end...I liked a couple of the people that were there...no prob...

so we waited around for the choreographer to show up, and she turned out to be a really spiffy girl from AntiBabe (Joan, I think her name was?) But she taught us a REALLY spiffy dance...

and wouldn't you know it? I was in the first group to dance...and I did really well! I think I only messed up, like I said, on a tiny part of the dance...but it wasn't enough to really count too far against me.

all in all, it was a pretty good audition...there were a few people there that made me laugh...and a few people there that made me cringe...but hey- such is life in rocky...you meet people...and then you get to know them for things outside of rocky (Ada- you will not BELIEVE this man) and...well- shit turns to shit...

one final thing before I go...

I love it when people older than me resort to highschool games...

like "I'm going to talk about her 'secretly' but i'm going to STARE at her the entire time....let's see if she notices" ...but you know what? whatever...because I'm not the one that resorted to that.

BUT yay for me- I should know either way if I got cast within two weeks...which is a long time to wait by the phone...but hey- such is the life of a drama girl.

update on Jynxie

2004-06-29T22:51:17Z

Hi there people--- SO

for those of you that are curious about my life...

(and the rest of you can just piss off ;) )

MY audition for Rocky Horror at Theatre downtown on sunday went VERY well...I aced my song and the reading was definitely fun times :-D Then he asked me to come back monday to dance! (YAY! CALLBACK!)

The dance audition went VERY well...I only messed up a smidge, but it wasn't enough to actually count for anything...

and then he told me that he'd call me either way within the next two weeks to tell me if I was cast or not ...that's a long time to wait!

buty hey---- more update later...

now?

FOOOOOD!

that bitch bit me!

2004-06-27T12:56:20Z

Okay...So- after defeating Ursula in Kingdom hearts...I didn't realize that you have to defeat her again...so randomly I'm trying to beat her...and I die! ...she bit me! I mean, really...SHE BIT ME...

i'm over it...

I'm semi-nervous about my audition this evening...I now have TWO songs to choose from, rather than just one...so now i'm all "GREAT...GRRR"

I'm either going to sing "Toucha" OR I'm going to sing "I won't Say I'm in Love" from Hercules. I sing both rather well..pretty much its going to come down to going into the audition room and saying "Hi- I prepared two songs just in case you're sick to death of Rocky songs..I'll sing whichever you want"

grrr...My audition isn't until 8:30 this evening... ::paces:: This is going to be a LONG day...I HATE ...HATE auditioning for people I know...to me its so much easier auditioning for a room of complete and total strangers- it really is! That way if I screw up, I can leave and I will most likely NEVER see the person again...but if I KNOW them...and screw up...they know me and will never let me live it down...growel...

so...hence my day begins...

i'm going to go play on Gaia now...

mystikfaerie @ 2004-06-23T19:35:00

2004-06-23T23:39:23Z

things here are alright. I'm a bit frustrated and pretty annoyed...but I'm not supposed to care, really...but what can you do.

I kept playing Kingdom Hearts today- I'm all the way to Atlantica, for any of you familiar with the game. I'm quite proud of my progress (granted I have a step-by-step guide...but even with it its still difficult!)

I got my hair cut today...no color...no highlights...just cut. and its surprisingly pretty cute. Its not too short, just past my shoulders...but I think its definitely a change for the better.

but otherwise... as I said before...I'm pretty frustrated...with.things. but there's not a lot I can do. now, is there. no. nothing.

and that is annoying...

but I bear it all with a smile...SEE i'm smiling :D

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